:O

So tired. SO SO SO SO SO Tired :( I usually shower @ night before I go tot bed.... But in order for me to wake up, I had to take a hot shower this morning. Bad for the hair. But, it was needed. Lol. It's Thursday, pretty much the weekend for me. Other than having to wake up @ 5AM tomorrow morning, it'sall good. I'm spending the weekend in Sandrock, Alabama for a weekend climbing trip. Pretty excited. Rock climbing is a whole new world.......sounds lame, but it's true. <3 It. Heather is coming down for the weekend from Boston, so I HOPE I still get the chance to see her. :( I miss my girlfriends. We finally video chatted last night. <3 "I wanna hug you!!" :







Oh, on a side note....I chatted with a farm animal the other day, too.





Thank God for modern technology. Hope everyone's surviving the week.

It's a beautiful morning

Currently,


* i'm smiling :)

Soooooo, as I previously mentioned; I'm not one who really talks about my spiritual life.
But lately, God's been so good to me. I can't help but mention it :)

BlogMode

Lost:

My cellphone
My brother's $50 ear-phone buds

W/ Prayer:
Both found

He's good.









School resumes tomorrow. Blahhhhhh

Music to my ears

I absolutely love hearing new tunes. Especially when they're better than what's heard on the radio.
Anything is better than what's on the radio. No radio. No FM. Just me and some good new tunes.




TheGuggenheimGrotto - Her Beautiful Ideas & Everyman





Brakes Brakes Brakes - Worry About it Later



The Temper - Love Lost



Susie Suh - Feather In The Wind





Hope you enjoyed :) Cuz I did.
Tonight, Erin and I had a failed trip to GiGi's Cupcakes. Closed @ 7, but we were able to
roam around Target after a good two months of resorting to WalllyMart.
Tomorrow's Sunday which also means: I live in the library. Wish me luck.



I'm glad I caught up with brobear <3 Miss him greatly. Check out his bling. I disapprove. Lol



Ps/Randy, you're the greatest boyfriend.

Chatt

Watched where the While Things Are two nights ago in Chattanooga.






My sunshine is coming to visit TN next weekend, but what sucks is that I can't even see her :(
Wish I could hug you!






I like my boys dirty ;) Randy after caving three Sabbaths ago.






I'm getting cheeks. ay yi yi.




Cupcakes tonight w/ girly Erin. Have a joyful weekend.

BREAK

FINALLY! Fall break...but, I'm not home :( the chick across my room has a weekend leave
outside her door. AND, on the destination section, she wrote: COLTON, CALIFORNIA. She also lives
on a street that I recognize. So, a couple of things on my mind today:




* My roommate and I are hyper. Bored out of our minds, but still hyper nonetheless. I miss fast food.
I know it sounds like such a fatty statement, but it's true. I've been eating in the cafeteria everyday for the past month...
and last night, I had some taco bell. WOW. talk about a gourmet meal. It was delicious :) And today, because I woke up
@ 1pm, and missed lunch- WANGS WANGS WANGS! (maybe...) unless we're feeling something else.



!!! you deserve better !!!
* Really though, it's true.


Pics will be posted tmrow :) Sorry for slacking.

O_O

Awake @729 AM. I have a math test at 9, and since I never eat breakfast in the morning,
I figured that today will be the day :) Hah. It's been sweater-weather status, and i love it!
I'm over 100* weather and high humidity. Really.. Fall break is just around the corner. After tomorrow,
I can relax. Seriously. School has been kicking me in the rear end. I'm tired, stressed, and worn.
I always use those 3 adjectives to describe me and school. Not a good combo. Aside from all the work, I'm
still adjusting. [Thx Mia for our talk yesterday afternoon.] I vented for the first time in a while about my
transition from CALI to TN. Blah. It's getting there. I always tell myself:


"I don't belong here, or I refuse to believe I do."

Then again, it's only been 2 months. Maybe it's too early to tell. All I can say for sure
is that my grades are pretty decent. Work hard, right? It'll get me somewhere. Can't settle for a B. Lol...
Really though, I can't.


p.s/ God answers prayers. Foreal. Thx Lord :) For your time, and that it's so perfect.

I want.

------------>EDITED.

What I NEED most:
Spiritual guidance.





<3 My boyfriend and his sister aka my roomie aka Mia :)

I could use somebody.

I miss singing. Got accepted in choir this year, but- my schedule won't allow it :(
I'm in the process of learning how to play the guitar. Got "I'm Yours" by jMraz partially down.
Strumming is so not my forte, but... I learned it within one day, so that was cool.
SABBATH!! Thank you LORD! Time with You is so essential in order for me to survive my first year of college.

I checked out a book in the library last night. It's been since MIDDLE school. Hahaha.
I usually purchase @ Barnes, but no use when that there's a library within walking distance :)
the 4:8 Principal..so far so good. I needed it, that's for sure. Check it out.

OH! I love snail mail! Thanks mama dars for the postcard from PUC! I miss you.
I can spend all day on etsy. I want to make my own package covers!



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I miss my family so much :(
Happy SABBATH! & Upcoming weekend!!! Leave love.

Losing it.

12:53 am. I'm tired, stressed, and anticipating the Sabbath- for the sole reason that I can take a break from school, and sadly, not spend time with who I should. I never really blog about my my walk with Christ...where I stand, what I'm doing about it, or if I even care. Maybe because I'm scared... of what people think. shouldn't be, but am. People see me as ___________ because of what they hear, see, thought, experienced, when time and God has changed me to ________. I'm slowly finding myself to rid my cares about other peoples' perception, which to me, is a good thing.

Ever since college started, I've stopped praying nightly, stopped praying when the sun rises, and sometimes before I eat. Not that Southern has affected my prayer time, but because I've allowed stress, work, and the lack of sleep interfere with what's most important.

Strangely enough, I feel like there have been "signs" where He's trying to tell me something, and I brush it off, because I selfishly refuse to have my plans take a different route, when in reality- He has something so much better for me. I'm nowhere near knowing my Bible, memorizing texts, but I know well enough that I can't do anything on my own--which is probably why this week has been absolute madness.

I need peace of mind, and I need to trust.
Please pray for me :(

UPDATE.4.U VIA PHOTOSHOP

Weekend, you are so near :)

Love

SAU Thought Pt 1:




Climbing in the great out doors tomorrow: Leda. Nothing like bouldering.
Made peanut butter, honey, and nana sandwiches- YUM!
Doing homework on a Sat night...what a lame. Good night 'n smile, it's the weekend.


ps; randyURtheGREATEST^_-

Story time

First stop:



Not worth it, so we headed back down the stairs...:



And Bounced:



Drove to Urban Rock City to boulder:



And then I was a happy camper :D








B T Dub;

I have the most amazing family in the world. Miss you MA and POPS!!!
Thank you for daily picture messages and phone calls. They get me through my busy days here @ SAU.
My pa took a picture of my mom grubbing @ BobaTeaHouse in Loma Linda
and texted me asking, "Want some...?" HA! Of course, man! Dec16- Hello California!
And of course, the Facebook comments make me smile:






Happy Sabbath.
God, please guide me. Keep me strong <3

Bling

Sometime soon: